The difference now is that the Fobbits of Kandahar won't be as irritating to me, Kuwait will have essence of a Mediterranean beach and Ft Riley will be a welcome site and the horrific Atlanta traffic will probably draw up a certain amount of peace for me instead of the road rage of old.
When I see my wife, daughter, family and friends I won't look at them the same. I can't. I wasted so much time on the things that don't matter, wrapped up in the American Dream of consumption. With the benefit of hind site and near death experiences, my picture is more balanced and my appreciation for my family, friends and life in general has taken a new level. With God's (the real one) help I'll maintain this healthier, simpler view and carry on contributing to His grand scheme.
With all that soulful growth stuff in mind (I can't go down the emotional path too long without veering off), I look forward to coming home to my house, taking a walk and eating dinner with my family, sampling my way through Whole Foods with Mandy and Leah, visiting every brewery within traveling distance, vacations with all my family and friends, having my wife reign in my daily visits to Starbucks on the way to work and going to the hospital, getting pages all day long and standing in the OR discussing the crap equipment while driving a Synthes nail (good plug, eh) into a femur.
These are just a few of my favorite things!
3 comments:
Ah, da, be... What a difference a year makes! Welcome to the wonderful world of a new kind of maturity!!!! (At what cost! I may add) That's why downscaling is so freeing!! Want my table and chairs????? I love you, Son, and I'll have gallons of "homemade" Starbucks waiting for you.
Mom
Didn't you write something similar when you became aware that our time as roommates was coming to an end?
The Thunder Run has linked to this post in the blog post From the Front: 04/09/2008 News and Personal dispatches from the front lines.
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